I wasn't going to blog about this but after waking up this morning, I am now. For the last 3 weeks I have been having the most craziest dreams EVER! Since I have seen Inception, my dreams have gone wacko. I always have had weird dreams, my family has always laughed when I told them the dreams I have had. For the last maybe five years I have had the same dream maybe..15 times. Its the same dream that I am going to die young, not old. Evertime I tell my mom I had the dream about she gets all mad haha. I one day just said, "I know I will pass away young now"..people dont think its funny.
Anyway, if you have seen this movie then you will understand the kind of dreams I have been having. When I first saw this movie, I freaked out half way through the movie, because a lot of what my dreams are about was explained in that movie..well ever since the movie my dreams are getting CRAZZZYY.
The past maybe 1-2 months I have been kinda down on myself about certain people I am not friends with anymore. I have been trying to analyze the situation and trying to figure out WHY they are not friends with me anymore..what did "I" do..
Well these certain "old" friends (about 4 of them) have been in my dreams for the last 3 weeks. Every night it picks up to the night before. We talk..we laugh..we talk about the past..I ask them what "I" did to our relationship...they have forgiven me, I have forgiven them..I actually have woken up crying because one "old" friend told me the honest truth of why we are not friends. (Now, again..this is my mind working as Im sleeping so its probably not really the truth). I have even been having dreams about ex boyfriends, which I have NOT been thinking about at all..which I dont understand why Im having those dreams..
Anyway..to what Im getting at is..I love going to bed at night because me and those "old" friends, are friends again..Call me crazy?!? Yes. It is crazy but I love it. Because I miss them more then words can say. I have tried to reach out to them in the last 6 months and nothing has happened which I know they have moved on and dont want to be my friend anymore, which I dont blame them. But when I wake up in the morning I think...why?
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4 comments:
Megan, so sad!!!! They are not worth stressing over. You are the most kind, loving, giving friend a person can have! I am glad to call you my friend! I knew you in high school! Ha Ha! YOu are a great person! Don't let anyone put you down, if they don't want to be your friend let them go! They don't know what they are missing!
I agree with Leslie, Megs. No offense, but some of those friends are retarded and not worth stressing over. You know who your true friends are. You and your dreams! :)
I've always had very vivid and crazy dreams as well. As for your old friends- there is someone in my life that is like that too. It's hard to move away from it and not think about it, isn't it? I have no advice for you except if you WANT to be friends, then keep trying to contact them.
i want to be your friend! you are a great person!
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